Strangers in the night
So it was really raining hard.. and the thing is it's so hard to hail down a cab.. so i shared a cab with this girl.. this is a first for me.. so 15 mins later.. traffic.. what do you expect, its raining, so a lot of places are flooded.. so i started the conversation.. before long.. she was telling me about her lovelife.. wow.. that's weird hearing a stranger's love life.. hahahah... this was such an adventure for me.. getting stuck in a cab with a stranger.. with a very interesting love life.. hahaha
Sleeping Beauty eh?!
During my lunch time.. i decided to sleep at the breakroom, and as i close my eyes, i cant help but wonder do i really sleep or is it just a state in which my thoughts are jumbled into pictures in my head making me think that i have "dreams".. hmmm.. that made me think.. so i closed my eyes.. and when i woke up i can still remember the last thought that was hanging on my mind so now i'm asking you.. when you go to sleep do you feel like your watching a movie of your thoughts?
what the hell?!
so i fucked up big time..what was going through my mind when i did that i would never know..i really messed up!
i'm such a loser.. i feel like i betrayed someone's trust.. i feel like one of those people i hate most.. i felt like a backstabber.. when i got home from work.. i wasnt able to sleep nor eat.. i keep thinking what have i done? what the hell was wrong with me? i know, i know your thinking i'm such a melodramatic lady.. but no! i'm not over reacting.. i did a stupid thing and now i'm so scared of the consequesnces.. i dont know if i can face what i have done.. and no i didnt kill anyone..but someone might kill me though:-ss
Why do we fucked up? i mean seriously? why are there moments in life in which we dont think of the consequenes our actions might result to? why dont we think ahead? and why am i so scared..my anxiety level is up i cant really handle a big problem.. but it looks like bad luck is on my side cause bad things keep happening every other damned day.. later..
