Long Distance Relationship

I cant help but wonder if the reason why we are still continuing this relationship is because we dont know or we are both afraid to let each other go.. we are millions of miles away from each other, and it is not likely that we are going to see each other again because of certain circumstances and yet we still continue this realtionship.. so why? why cant i let him go..? what is it that i am afraid of..??

Rob vs Emil

wow.. i cant believe im writing this but i think that my childhood best friend is coming back to me.. through emilio's body.. haha.. they look so much i like.. it makes me miss him more.. too bad he'll never come back to this country.. sigh.. why does he have to look like him.. its so weird.. i just wish my classmate wont think that i have a crush on him.. cause i keep on looking at him.. hahaha... that will be too weird.. =s but they have a lot of in common.. i am so amazed.. wow, its really true.. somewhere out there i look like someone.. hehehhe=p Hey Rob! if you are seeing this, i think you have a doppelganger here.. hahaha.. but dont be freaked out.. he's nice.. not as talkative as you are though=p miss you!

RAGE...

My sister got upset by my father and wrote that poem..

Beneath me lies a wounded soul,

where no one dare sees,

restricted to my own world,

by a strict hand, grasping me so tightly,

that i have no choice but to obey,

just a small whimper from me,

and i'll be crushed with resentful words,

so hurtful..

that i have become strong with bitterness

Happy Birthday Daddie... how much i wish that you are here cause i truly miss you..=( since you passed away i no longer felt completely happy, there's this gap that can never be filled with anything again.. no matter what i do or how i try to get over the fact that your gone.. i cant:( there are times when i actually feel as though you just went on a vacation and that you'll be coming back soon.. but i cant fool myself, i cant continue lying, and grasping what's not there.. i miss you, i wish you are reading this.. happy birthday again=) i love you so much!

class..

god.. first day of school sucks.. i feel such a loser.. i dont know anyone.. nobody talks to me.. i feel like i have ebola or something.. why did i transfer mid semester??!! what was going through my haeas i'll never know.. =s